These things I ponder, lying in bed
watching the brash transition of spring
as it passes across the sky, wind-lashing trees:
I am sore and raw.
The left side of my face has dropped
(as I was warned but, like a vain princess in a fairy tale,
conveniently forgot)
a fold of skin rests above the eyebrow,
waiting until the nerve-endings
restore themselves with enough perk
to lift everything back up to normal.
Although, there was the disclaimer,
that it could remain the same. Permanently.
The left jaw juts out; bone at odd angles.
I can’t help but think
I look like Sloth from The Goonies.
I’m waiting for the swelling to go down;
but I’ve never been a patient patient.
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You poor dear thing! The photo of your ear looks quite beautiful and poetic, even though it does capture the pain you must be in. I’ve been praying for you this week, and hope you’re feeling a little better each day.
Hope the sunshine seeps into your skin and bones, weaving its magical healing through your poor, sore self xxx
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sending healing hugs and lots of love xoxx
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I have never been a patient patient either so I hear you Karen. When I had my teeth removed I was warned my face would change dramatically but I too in my vanity, conveniently forgot. Avoid mirrors for a while. Be kind to yourself. I am so pleased you have your Mum there with you to say the words you need to hear. xox
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Your ear looks pretty and your tummy is so trim and flat. I find beauty in your photos. But I do hope the pain and swelling recedes and you start to feel better soon. I can only imagine how painful it must be and I think you are very brave. xxx
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Ouch. Wishing you speedy healing and full recovery.
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Big hugs… Wishing you speedy healing and a full recovery…
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